Saturday, August 23, 2008
9:06 PM













He cant book out today .. i have to wait till next sat .. Went out alone .. Simply just cant get anyone to accompany me .. At first wanted to go for sunrice gobalchef academy openhouse .. When fort canning , but i cant find the place at all. Suddenly , i feel so lost and helpless.. If he there to accompany me , i wont have to lost my way there .. I decided to give up finding the school .. So what i go for the open house.. Will i get the chance to study there ? Will i be able to fulfill my dream of opening my own cafe ? All this seem so far for me ... At the moment , when i intend to cross over back to park mall. Out of no where , I realize i had been walking the wrong direction ... Is on the other side .. Climb all the way to the top .. Found the place but by then is already going 2 .. And is going to end soon .. It really made me think a lot ... I walking in the wrong direction in my life .. Being so lost and helpless.. Not knowing what i really want in my life ... But i cant just simply give it up like that ... I will soon find the correction direction towards my dream ... But .. By then, will all this be too late .. Just like when i found the place , the event is ending soon ... But no matter what .. I wont give up my dream of being a pastry baker and opening my own cafe .. I have to quote from melody her words : "The rain describe me " It seem so true for us .. . I are so uncertain in what I do .. being through so much pain ... Awaiting for the rain to stop and the rainbow to appear .. To hubby , Whenever i am unhappy or sad .. It will was rain , But the rain in my heart had yet to stop ! I simply cant believe myself today .. I walk into Long John , and had my meal all alone .. I totally never grumble at all .. haax.. Unbelievable Having meal alone dont seams as scary as what i think .. Jut not use to it .. After that when to shop around PS alone ... Enjoy the day ... But Still feel it will be better if there him or my friends around ... But somehow .. I still have to pluck up my courage and learn how to be alone ..

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<3 Shanniie
<3 19
<3 with moi hubby
<3 11 0ct 1988

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<3 Simply Mie <3
--- Blur Princess
--- Noisy
--- Emotional
--- love to throw tratum
--- Stubborn
--- Childish
--- Prefectionist
--- Daydreamer



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<3 Be with my hubby forever
<3 Travel Around the world
<3 Open my own cafe
<3 having a pink room
<3 lots and lots of money
<3 slim back down to 60
<3 be more confident
<3 N95 for hubby
<3 Gucci bag



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