Tuesday, August 19, 2008
9:44 PM

I REALLY HATE IT ?
WHY ..
AM I HAVING SUCH LOW ESTEEM ?
ALL THIS IS CAUSE BY YOU ..
YOU MADE ME CANT LIFT MY HEAD UP
IN FRONT OF ANYONE ..
WHY YOU HAVE TO CURSE ME EVERYDAY ?
MAKING ME HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH ..
YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO USELESS ..
AM I REALLY A NUISANCE IN THIS WORLD ?
I REALLY HAVE TO DIE..
LIKE THE WAY YOU WANT ME DO ?
EVERYTHING I DO ..
SEEM WRONG TO YOU ?
CANT I HAVE MY OWN STAND IN MY LIFE ?
CANT YOU SUPPORT ME IN WHAT I DO ?
I GOING CRAZY SOON ..
YOU SAY U ..
UNDERSTAND ME VERY WELL ..
KNOW WHAT I DOING BEHIND ...
BUT ARE U SURE ?
U SURE U KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING ?
I GOT TO HIDE ALL MY FEELING IN THIS HOUSE ..
I NOT HAPPY ..
I CANT SHOW IT
I FEEL LIKE CRYING ..
I HAVE TO WAIT TILL ALL U ALL ASLEEP ..
I BEING BULLY OUTSIDE ..
I GOT TO KEEP ALL THIS TO MYSELF..
TELLING IS LIKE WHAT ?
EITHER
BEING SCOLDED
OR
TRYING TO MAKE THING WORST FOR ME ...
HAVE YOU EVER THINK OF ME ..
PUT YOURSELF IN YOUR SHOES ?
NOPE ..
YOU THINK WHAT EVER YOU THINK AND DO IS RIGHT ..
I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS HOME ..
BUT I GOT NO WHERE TO GO ..
I GETTING MAD SOON ..
I JUST WANT YOU TO RESPECT MY DECISION ..
SUPPORT MY DECISION..
all about moi
<3 Shanniie
<3 19
<3 with moi hubby
<3 11 0ct 1988

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<3 Simply Mie <3
--- Blur Princess
--- Noisy
--- Emotional
--- love to throw tratum
--- Stubborn
--- Childish
--- Prefectionist
--- Daydreamer



WishList
<3 Be with my hubby forever
<3 Travel Around the world
<3 Open my own cafe
<3 having a pink room
<3 lots and lots of money
<3 slim back down to 60
<3 be more confident
<3 N95 for hubby
<3 Gucci bag



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