Tuesday, July 22, 2008
1:01 PM

It had been so long since i blog ...
He enlist into army lei ..

My life had also go into chaos ..
I really dun know what i am going to do ..
There a lot of stuff i wish to speak to someone ..
But no one was there ..
I have to bottom everything to myself ?
Why am i so useless ..
Cant be indepentend..?
Cant continue my daily life without him ?
Why i dont even have a friend that i can really speak to ?
Why even my family dont understand,what am i going through ?
I dont know .. I feel so helpless and useless ...

Hoping and counting down to his book out everyday ...
Awaiting for his call everyday , every single minutes .
Trying to put up a brave front in front of everyone ..
I really dont wish him to go army ..
But this is part of growing up ..
All i know, i must endure and endure ..
Melody and many more people had pass through that ..
I can make it also ..
But i am dying soon ..
My life circle around him too much ...

He had been there ..
for 5 yr le ba ..
always there to accompany me , talk to me ...
but i seem to taken granted of his existence for so long..
Suddenly , he will be away from me for 2 weeks ..
2 whole weeks...
Even after this 2 weeks ..
Every Weekdays, he will be in camp..
all about moi
<3 Shanniie
<3 19
<3 with moi hubby
<3 11 0ct 1988

More ...

<3 Simply Mie <3
--- Blur Princess
--- Noisy
--- Emotional
--- love to throw tratum
--- Stubborn
--- Childish
--- Prefectionist
--- Daydreamer



WishList
<3 Be with my hubby forever
<3 Travel Around the world
<3 Open my own cafe
<3 having a pink room
<3 lots and lots of money
<3 slim back down to 60
<3 be more confident
<3 N95 for hubby
<3 Gucci bag



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