Tuesday, April 29, 2008
11:48 PM

Tuesday again , i really dragging myself to school ..
Late for IS today also ..
If this continue , my attendance really dam sux !
But no choice , class start at 9 ..

When for OOP tutorial today , really dam sickening ..
I totally regretted of repeating this module .
All the java must be totally hand written , and type later .
Totally doing it again for 2 times lor.
Super Duple Sianx..

Recently, somehow i really feel we are totally out of the class .
Those student who does not belong to the class , seem even more with the class..
I also dun know what i toking about ..
Forget about it ( No 1 reading also haha )
Everything we seem not being inform about.. or even involved in it .
Miss the time , we spent together when we were year 1 ;
siting down to have our meal together .. having class outing
All this had extinct in the 3 of us ..
Or should i said we are the out cast ba ..
But i truthfully enjoy the accompany of nad and pei ling .
And thank to them , going school is not that dragfull .

Update of Monday stuff ...

Skipped my last lesson of OOAD upon hearing news from xiaoyan .
Recived her message saying my godson having a little stroke and in hospital now.
Rushed down t o hospital ...
Then , i understand what she was toking about .
Big boi boi for this flick thing ( call jin feng )
XY was telling me that big boi boi was sleepling as normal ,
den suddenly woke up looking restlessly..
his face turn pale and lip to purple ..
and grinding his teeth
No responce when eu call for him ...............
Scared her until she call 999 instead of 995 ..
Now under observation ..
May god bless her whole family ...

Sunday, April 27, 2008
2:47 PM

here some FF music video that i super like
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
1:41 PM

Woke up late again but mange to went out of house on time..

Super dragging to go school ! Saw that kuku andy at bus stop today..

Dont know where he gone to .MIA for so long ..think he got new girlfrend le ba .. hahax..

159 was so dam packed , cant even have a little bit time to catch a nap .. dots
Saw that crazy shalini chasing for bus , super funny.
Run for so long , ended up not being able to get up the bus ..
Poor thing sia , wondering is she late for work ,
going disturb her later in work..haha

Nad not in class today , this little girl try to skip lesson again.
That pei lin got to do her lab alone .
Dam boring now , cant wait for dismiss..
BUT
I DUN WAN GO WORK !!!
Arghh !!!

1:00 AM

Today ( Tues ) was not my day in the morning .

Totally cannot make it .

I was already late for school and i was dragging my time at home ..

Crazy right ?

After get all my stuff into my baggie .

I went to do my make up but i forget put on my contact ..

When everything seem to be well ...

My right eye contact drop out and i put back ..

Dont what stupid idea come into my mind to put my fake eyelash

ended up .. too much glue

instead sticking on my eye , it stick to my hand ..

More to come ........................

clean everything up ..

my left eye contact drop ...

freaking out already ..

silly idea again .. mascara den

accidently have it on my contact len .. shit sia ...

Wash my contact and i wear back ..

before i reach my room it drop again ..

As usual , wear back la ..

but i wear the left de on top on my right contact lens ..

I totally nv notice is the left one that drop out .. though was the right one .

Vision was like super blur ( degree of 1800 + together )

Took out den found out i wear wrong ..

Dam freak out ..

SO ...

BACK TO MY SPEC FOR 1 DAY !!!









12:34 AM

2 week of school reopen . Things seems to be going well but i still adapting to new class , different timetable etc .. The whole week is totally pack until i cant even have time to breath . Almost all the lesson is until 6 , even with early dismiss , i still have to work . haix . Totally tired out . Lucky, fairprice was not that mean to me , if i still have to work at the front few counter . I will be lying in hospital or even coffin now. I am totally broke now , waiting for my next pay ..

Even though , now my class seem to be separated into group , it still feel better having class with them. It feel more familiarizes and comfortable in that . I am trying very hard to make myself like all the module.but some i really dont know what the lecture was talking about. Now trying to get into multimedia in year 3 . Or i simply dont know how to survive from all this .. I was wondering ifg i quit my job, will it help to give me more time to study . Somehow i doubt so . I cant stand being at home not saying about concentrating to study at home .

Met Wee ying at toilet yesterday , i feel so funny . Last time we are so close , but now seem to be like stranger to each other. If we never call out for either one , we will never notice each other . hahax . Heard from her, they got primary gathering for a few time lei . I was totally not inform of any . I cant blame anyone also , i had been changing my hp no so many times . But there still way to contact me ma .. got heart to ask me along , no matter what will try to find de la . I also no face go for gathering . Everyone is like graduated from their poly , in their year 3 or already in uni .

Sunday, April 06, 2008
1:01 AM

Reblogging again sia !! haix..

Things had not been going well recently..Is really terrible , i really hoppe everythiing will come to a
end soon.But this is just the begining of the nightmare i goiing to have soon in the later of the year. This year would be a smooth one for miee ... Even with mentally prepared with all the upcoming stuff , i still got this uncomfort and insecure feeling. I really hope i can go through everything and grow up through all this ..

First thing , my result did not come out nice at all . Even though i seem to be better as what i had expected for myself but it also hurt ! I fail one of the module and i had to repeat one of them . This thing struggle through my heart , wondering should i give up the course and go into what i like ..But , i also not very sure whether going into F&B , is it really what i want in my life ? I wanted to follow my heart but my heart was so dam messy. Decided to give myself a few more years to really settle down on what i really want .. I took up the challenge of repeating .. What so scary about repeating after the experience i had in my secondary sch..But coming to think that i had to be in different class from my former classmates .I really a bit dont bear . Even thought our relationship not very good. I will still miss them . Facing a brand new timetable which is totally different from everyone. My timetable was so hettic , not a day of early dismiss. On tuesday , which is there off day , i had school until 6 . Totally alone with some stranger i never meet and talk to ? Will i get along with them ? Tons of ??????? I really hate to be alone , may be i can slim down like that . . ? hahax. I cant eat alone .. I had be so depended on everyone, how ? I wonder how will my life be ? Is time to learn to be independent ..

Second thing , my hubby result was not good also . He tried his luck into poly but was rejected . I really dont know whether is he sad or i sad.. hahax. Not being able to go into poly , mean he going into NS soon. Even thought , sometime i kept urgiing him into NS, but in my heart i really dont wish too .2 years lei , somemore he thinking of signing on .I wonder how my life would be without him. I seen melody sort of sendiing junweii off to NS , cher and her stead . I know i will be worst then them , but at least they got each other to depend on ? Is really a total nightmare for me soon .. i can image how it will be . Thinking last time , the just wanting to go for the school camp , i already dying soon . haix.

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