tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-279920282011-04-22T03:46:59.900+08:00Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.comBlogger271100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-2653877060023372942008-09-29T19:45:00.002+08:002008-09-29T19:59:43.455+08:00Hiees.. .<br /><br />It had been so long ever since i last blog ..<br />Busy with my blogshop recently !!<br />Trying to know how everything works ..<br />and how to get supply ..<br />Not bad .. Enjoy myself ..<br />Please support me wor @ http://dolliees-avenue.blogspot.com<br /><br />Holiday coming to an end soon..<br />sort of lazy to attend school !!<br />Manage to get all the modules to be same with my class ..<br />But have to drop 2 modules for year 3 ..<br />Haix ..<br />This coming semester have to really study hard ..<br /><br />Intending to go into teaching after my graduation !!<br />So fun !! to teach primary school !!<br />But dont know can get in a not !!<br />Decided to put my dream cafe to a stop first ..<br />Really cant afford the course " 16 k "<br />haix.. .<br /><br />Back to work soon also ...<br />I miss everyone @ hougang point ntuc extra !!<br />Hui juan today last day of work .. so sad !!<br />All the best to her in her further studies !!<br /><br />Turning 20 soon also ...<br />hahax....<br />Tons of reflections have to do !!<br />Stress !!<br />What i really want for life ?<br />Sort of wasted 20 years of my time !!!<br />haix ..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-265387706002337294?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-66383370562152832202008-08-30T03:14:00.003+08:002008-08-30T03:29:00.053+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Finally sent out my orders for my 1st batch of clothes already ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Cant wait for it to arrive ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Went out will andy to celebrate his birthday ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Went comex to shop ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Found tons of stuff i want ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But no money to buy ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">haha..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Can you ever imagine i only have $1 with me ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hahax..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">This how my life recently ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Super Broke ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Meet Melody for dinner at cafe cartel ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">It really very long since the 3 of us , sat down to talk lei...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Happy Birthday Andy !!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">May you get your dream gurl soon !!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Hubby finally call me ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">and he book out lei ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">This whole week without him calling ,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i going mad soon ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Even until now ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I still cant make myself to sleep..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I got so much to tell him ,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">but times always seem so little for us ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I miss him so much ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Sometimes,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I really scare one day he will leave me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">or i will leave him ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Will the day ever happen ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">His family dont seem to like me also ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I somehow could not really foresee our future together ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Just hoping thing will get well soon ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why cant our relationship be approve by both parents ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I really love him so much ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">until i dun know what will happen one day ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Haix ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Joe Jin and her hubby going oversea tml ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Hope they had a fun time for the 2 days ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">To Jin Hubby :</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">You better take care of my jin hor...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">One more time, you let her cry ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I will definitely chop you into pieces ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">HOW ? I CANT SLP ...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-6638337056215283220?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-10454912350670906662008-08-28T01:10:00.003+08:002008-08-28T01:24:41.957+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Today .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Finally got time to clean up my room... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Looking at all the Stuff he bought for me , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I really miss him so much .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Every Little things make me think of him .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">When will Sat come ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Haix.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Simply just miss him so must ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">And so worry about him .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">It had been raining recently ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I really scare he will fall sick during field camp .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">His rashes also .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Haix..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">My heart aches when i know he suffering so much inside camp .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">But boy was telling me , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">If i dun let him suffer , he wont grow up .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I really don know la .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Scat was also telling me , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">He can go through it one cause he a man ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">To me , he's still my boy ( sound like mummy .. haha ) </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Haix... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">At first ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">we decided to spent our day at pula ubin ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Since mummy they all not going in .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">But thing dont seem to go well now , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Heard from mummy that she going back with ah ma ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Haix.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">How i wish i can go trekking with him .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Somemore helping my cousin to bring tour..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">It will be so fun .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Meet Melody over at my house.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Thanks gurls for getting order for mie .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Ai shi ni lei .. hahax.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Decided to go into partnership with her ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">So can take some in-stock ba .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">My blogshop giving me big headache now.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Any one know of cheap OPI nail polish supplier ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Thank for offering the help for my blogshop .. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-1045491235067090666?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-63122358812375645812008-08-28T01:04:00.002+08:002008-08-28T01:07:53.085+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Found This Nice Song ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">This what every girl should be thinking ba !</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">When will our fairytales come ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Will there really be happily ever after ?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella By Sweet Box</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that happy?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that lucky?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Here I am, trying to find my way,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I've kissed so many frogs but I never found a prince.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I think they lied, I was promised much more than this,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">where's my happy ever after? (Is the queen of the kingdom)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreamin',</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my happy end?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreamin',</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Something's wrong 'cause all my glass shoes break,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">and no one's ever helped this damsel in distress,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">the hell with this, I'm not gonna waste more time,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I won't wait to find prince charming!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreamin',</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my happy end?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreamin',</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that happy?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that lucky?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that happy?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that lucky?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that happy?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella are you really that lucky?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Here I am, trying to find my way,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I've kissed so many frogs but I never found a prince.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I think they lied, I was promised much more than this,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">where's my happy ever after?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreaming,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my happy end?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreaming,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreaming,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my happy end?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Cinderella got the dreams she was dreaming,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Where is my fairytale?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-6312235881237564581?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-41862181059476892782008-08-25T23:57:00.003+08:002008-08-28T01:09:51.876+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">haix..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">3 days never talk to him..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Really miss him so much ..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Haix . ..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Why time cant pass faster...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Cant wait for for this coming sat !!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-4186218105947689278?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-2450752763597797792008-08-23T21:06:00.007+08:002008-08-23T21:41:57.970+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLASlc_Y1KI/AAAAAAAABFw/W1XuvZQxCw4/s1600-h/DSC00381.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLASlc_Y1KI/AAAAAAAABFw/W1XuvZQxCw4/s320/DSC00381.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237706801278407842" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLASl8gYJJI/AAAAAAAABGI/JbYp98BmhVo/s1600-h/DSC00376.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLASl8gYJJI/AAAAAAAABGI/JbYp98BmhVo/s320/DSC00376.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237706809738273938" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLAR7F0G1oI/AAAAAAAABFQ/z2CZ9UTuLds/s1600-h/DSC00394.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLAR7F0G1oI/AAAAAAAABFQ/z2CZ9UTuLds/s320/DSC00394.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237706073502570114" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLAR7DDOcNI/AAAAAAAABFY/DIOOm8ZmnhI/s1600-h/DSC00391.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLARMKvoELI/AAAAAAAABE4/mwAwU1HuZM4/s320/DSC00397.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237705267372101810" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLARMdDYPuI/AAAAAAAABFA/ELNQMp8TkAk/s1600-h/DSC00396.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SLARMdDYPuI/AAAAAAAABFA/ELNQMp8TkAk/s320/DSC00396.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237705272286789346" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">He cant book out today ..</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">i have to wait till next sat .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Went out alone .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Simply just cant get anyone to accompany me .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">At first wanted to go for sunrice gobalchef academy openhouse .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">When fort canning , but i cant find the place at all. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Suddenly , i feel so lost and helpless.. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">If he there to accompany me , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">i wont have to lost my way there .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I decided to give up finding the school ..</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">So what i go for the open house.. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Will i get the chance to study there ? </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Will i be able to fulfill my dream of opening my own cafe ? </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">All this seem so far for me ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">At the moment , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">when i intend to cross over back to park mall. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Out of no where , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I realize i had been walking the wrong direction ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Is on the other side .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Climb all the way to the top .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Found the place but by then is already going 2 .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">And is going to end soon .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">It really made me think a lot ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I walking in the wrong direction in my life .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Being so lost and helpless.. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Not knowing what i really want in my life ...</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But i cant just simply give it up like that ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I will soon find the correction direction towards my dream ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">By then, will all this be too late ..</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Just like when i found the place , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">the event is ending soon ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But no matter what .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I wont give up my dream of </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">being a pastry baker and opening my own cafe .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I have to quote from melody her words : </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">"The rain describe me "</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">It seem so true for us .. .</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I are so uncertain in what I do .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">being through so much pain ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Awaiting for the rain to stop </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">and the rainbow to appear .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">To hubby , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Whenever i am unhappy or sad .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">It will was rain , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But the rain in my heart had yet to stop ! </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I simply cant believe myself today .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I walk into Long John , </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">and had my meal all alone .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I totally never grumble at all .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">haax.. Unbelievable</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Having meal alone </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">dont seams as scary as what i think .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Jut not use to it .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">After that when to shop around PS alone ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Enjoy the day ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But Still feel it will be better if </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">there him or my friends around ... </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But somehow .. </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I still have to pluck up my courage </span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">and learn how to be alone .. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-245075276359779779?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-42277674728848523272008-08-22T10:09:00.002+08:002008-08-22T10:20:19.488+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">haix... seldom wake up so early and blog .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Life was just freaking me out recently ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">My little head soon will blast off ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Think is 2 more days to his field camp lei ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">How am i going to survive without him ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Normally , he only allow to call for 10 to 20 minutes ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Now , not even a phone call for whole week ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">ARGHsss ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">For Information , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">He just sign on, on last Wednesday ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">When will this 5 or 6 years torture going end soon .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Somehow , i regretted forcing him to sign on ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Hope i will get use to his army life soon ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">But Still..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Can time flies ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">I just want to get out of this tortue right now .... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Having OOAD exam later .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">I totally until now havent touch my lecture note yet ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">I really hate this course , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">why must i put myself into so much pain ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Why must i give up my nursing for him ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Cause I love Him ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">hahax..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">sound like allswell de advertisment..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Cant wait for the next weekend that he booking out ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">He booking in on tues ! Yeah !</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">But hope no changing at all.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">But ... haix..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Think got to ready go study now le ba .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">I dont want to repeat any more modules ...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-4227767472884852327?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-89779564371818130192008-08-19T21:44:00.002+08:002008-08-19T22:23:25.454+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I REALLY HATE IT ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">WHY .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">AM I HAVING SUCH LOW ESTEEM ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ALL THIS IS CAUSE BY YOU ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">YOU MADE ME CANT LIFT MY HEAD UP </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">IN FRONT OF ANYONE ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">WHY YOU HAVE TO CURSE ME EVERYDAY ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">MAKING ME HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO USELESS .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">AM I REALLY A NUISANCE IN THIS WORLD ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I REALLY HAVE TO DIE..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">LIKE THE WAY YOU WANT ME DO ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">EVERYTHING I DO ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">SEEM WRONG TO YOU ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">CANT I HAVE MY OWN STAND IN MY LIFE ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">CANT YOU SUPPORT ME IN WHAT I DO ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I GOING CRAZY SOON ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">YOU SAY U .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">UNDERSTAND ME VERY WELL ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">KNOW WHAT I DOING BEHIND ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">BUT ARE U SURE ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">U SURE U KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I GOT TO HIDE ALL MY FEELING IN THIS HOUSE ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I NOT HAPPY ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> I CANT SHOW IT </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I FEEL LIKE CRYING ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> I HAVE TO WAIT TILL ALL U ALL ASLEEP .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I BEING BULLY OUTSIDE ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I GOT TO KEEP ALL THIS TO MYSELF..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">TELLING IS LIKE WHAT ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">EITHER </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">BEING SCOLDED </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">OR </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">TRYING TO MAKE THING WORST FOR ME ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">HAVE YOU EVER THINK OF ME ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">PUT YOURSELF IN YOUR SHOES ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">NOPE ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">YOU THINK WHAT EVER YOU THINK AND DO IS RIGHT ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS HOME .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">BUT I GOT NO WHERE TO GO .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I GETTING MAD SOON .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I JUST WANT YOU TO RESPECT MY DECISION ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">SUPPORT MY DECISION..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-8977956437181813019?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-39623181829440305662008-08-19T00:49:00.003+08:002008-08-19T01:12:47.835+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Is raining so heavy outside just now ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I am going mad for staying at home .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">why cant she stop nagging ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Why i cant have some peace at home .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I miss him so much .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I miss him until i going get crazy !! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I can stop thinking about him .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">The rain was pouring over me ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">The wind was blowing .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I was shivering under the rain ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">My heart was crying also .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Feel like shouting out loud until u can hear me at LCK </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">How i wish he could be there for me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I really very scare one day he will leave me ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Regardless of how many times , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">he assure me that he wont..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But i scare .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I feel so lonely ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I really dont know who to turn too.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">who can i really pour out to..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I dont know ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I just simply hate that he is in army .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I feel so terrible ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Everyone seems to treat me like dog...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Need to get stuff done , call me over ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Need someone to talk to when no1 for u all to tok to , call me ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But when u all dun need this thing to be done ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">You all chase me away .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">What is this !! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I am not your dog ! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I can be there for you all </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But can u all be there for me too.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Awaiting for his call almost every minutes ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Every hour , minutes , seconds is torture to me .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Do you know .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Finally the phone ring .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I was so happy ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">You ask me how your cert ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Told you i sat until the rain for half and hour .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">You never say anything .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Do you really care ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Told you i feel so terrible , so lonely and scare ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">You never say a word of comfort ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Instead you ask me to stop throwing temper ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">And u have to put down phone ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">So.. u call to ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">ask whether is things done for you , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">not to comfort or talk to me ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">You hurt me so deeply until </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">i cant breath at that moment ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I feel like ending my life NOW..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">even you dont care about me anymore .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">You are so far so far away from me .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Far until i dont see a place in your heart anymore .... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I worry about you every single day .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Do you know ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I scare you mix with wrong accompany ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I worry ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">But i cant do anything ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Or i can is to see you walking further and further from me ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Beyond my reach ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I feel so scared and hurt .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">If i die now .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Will u know ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Will u care ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Will u be sad ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I dont knw ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">My heart bleeds with every cut on my hand... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I cant lose him .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Losing him equal losing the whole world ....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">i dun know anything now ... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-3962318182944030566?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-21073644232479526502008-08-18T19:18:00.002+08:002008-08-18T19:33:36.597+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">He went army for more than 1 month..But still i cant get use to it .. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Life was so boring and meaningless ...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I feel that i lost direction , i dont know what to do now ... and what i want .. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why life must be so hash on me ?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why must i go through all this ? </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why mus t learn to be independent ? </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I don want .. I want life to be back to normal with him around .. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Life suddenly turn so boring ... </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">No him , No shopping , No fun , </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">No quarrel , No smile and laughter ..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I hate staying at home .. going mad soon </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But i cant , i just simply dont have the courage to go out myself and </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">get things done on my own ..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But is there any else i could turn to .. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I feel so useless ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I cant find any sense of belonging anywhere ..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Home , School . Religion ..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Feel so lonely and scared now ... </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">How i going face all this that i am going through .. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">What if one day .. he leave me forever and wont return to my side ? how ? </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Will this day ever happen ma ? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I think i totally dont know what i typing now ..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">just type anything that come to my mind ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Can anyone please tell me ? ?? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Now outside was raining heavily .. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Rain will stop eventually .. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But when will the rain inside my heart stop !! </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">When then i can see rainbow ? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">This still the starting obstacles that we were be facing ... </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">There still so much for me face .. and i handle all this ? </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">My mum , His mum ...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">My religion , His religion ...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Our future ... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-2107364423247952650?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-46174092506672513032008-07-29T21:11:00.003+08:002008-08-18T19:34:13.101+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Is a must for him to serve NS. but i dun know is it a good thing for me ..<br />Because of NS , we seldom meet each other.Sort of realize that all this while ,<br />we seem to had taken granted of each other present for so long.But i really hate this kind for feeling . I feel so stress up . On the other hand , i feel that our relationship turning bland .l.I really hate the 5 minutes talk every day , i got so much to tell, but the time was so little. Is just enough for him to tell me what i must help him .I Getting mad soon !!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-4617409250667251303?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-81862193050891970072008-07-22T13:01:00.002+08:002008-07-22T13:41:39.446+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">It had been so long since i blog ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">He enlist into army lei .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">My life had also go into chaos ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I really dun know what i am going to do ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">There a lot of stuff i wish to speak to someone ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But no one was there ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I have to bottom everything to myself ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why am i so useless .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Cant be indepentend..? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Cant continue my daily life without him ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why i dont even have a friend that i can really speak to ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Why even my family dont understand,what am i going through ? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I dont know .. I feel so helpless and useless ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Hoping and counting down to his book out everyday ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Awaiting for his call everyday , every single minutes .</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Trying to put up a brave front in front of everyone ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I really dont wish him to go army ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But this is part of growing up .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">All i know, i must endure and endure .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Melody and many more people had pass through that ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I can make it also ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But i am dying soon .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">My life circle around him too much ... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">He had been there ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">for 5 yr le ba .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">always there to accompany me , talk to me ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">but i seem to taken granted of his existence for so long..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Suddenly , he will be away from me for 2 weeks .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">2 whole weeks... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Even after this 2 weeks .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Every Weekdays, he will be in camp..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-8186219305089197007?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-91906023097000982872008-05-30T10:18:00.003+08:002008-05-30T10:26:19.717+08:00Feeling so lazy recently ,<br />cannot wait for term break to start !!<br />Even though it seem like no term break ..<br />Tons of revision n project to finish ...<br />Still hoping for it to come faster !!<br /><br />Tons of happening coming too ...<br /><br />-- GSS shopping with all my darlings<br />-- cycling with all my darlings<br />-- Catch up with my sisters<br />-- Photos hunting with my new cam<br />-- B Camp<br />-- ADDYYJ<br /><br />etc ...<br /><br />Fun , Fun , Fun ...<br />Cant wait for it !!!<br /><br />Look Forward for my blog post on these wonderful days !! hahax<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-9190602309700098287?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-54329812677010611502008-05-21T13:43:00.003+08:002008-05-21T14:33:35.747+08:00<span style="color:#660000;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ｒｅｎ　zhi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">chu</span> ,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">xing</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">bei</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">shan</span> ？　or <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">xing</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">bei</span> er ?<br /><br />Human are the most scary and cruel thing on the earth !!<br />Somehow feel that even a animal which is not that intelligent as human<br />are not that scary and cruel !!<br /><br />Human kills and hurt their love one !<br />They <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">dont</span> care about their feeling at all !!<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Selfish</span> and Crazy !!<br />Harming your family <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">members</span> !<br />I really cant imagine ..<br />why some dad can rape their own daughter ,<br />kill their wife ,<br />or<br />mother abusing their child ( i meant serious abuse not canning ) ,<br />sent their child to other men to make mother !!<br />What is it to make them do all this !!<br />Are they too desperate or what !!<br />I really cant think of any <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">reason</span> for them doing that !!<br /><br />They even kill innocent <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">lives</span> like non of their business !!</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Ｗａr are created by people ..</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">which cause <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">million</span> and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">million</span> of innocent life to die ..</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">thousand</span> of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">child's</span> to be homeless and become an orphan ..</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">They never shed any tear to all the innocents .. </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Human can eat and kill any animal that exist in the world .. </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">from bird to insect to land <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">animal</span> , </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">everything seem eatable to them .. </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Have they ever think about their feeling . </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">They can even eat human meat to that extend !! </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Heart of human are ever changing ..</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">They can be good to you a moment , </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">but <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">back stab</span> you the next moment .</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Or </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">the attitude toward you can be change so fast !! </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Guys can change their girlfriend like change clothes .. </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Hurting <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">gurls</span> deeply ( imply to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">gurl</span> too ) </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Why cant they just think of people feeling !! </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Why can human live <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">harmony</span> together ? </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Why must there be <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">discrimination</span> .. </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">What have they done to be you think he/she should be <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">discriminate</span></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Human are selfish </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Human are heartless </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Human are cruel </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">Human</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">are</span> ruthless </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">But we all got a choice to everything ..</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Being a good person isnt that difficult </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">show love and care to your love one and everything around you !! </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Life will be more meaningful </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Different of good and evil is just a monent for thoughts </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">Make the correct descision !! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-5432981267701061150?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-54027505631898198252008-05-20T13:12:00.002+08:002008-05-20T13:24:33.098+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">This coming whole week is my school graduation cermony for the past batch of student .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">haix !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">if i had not play too much in sec 3 , </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i may be graduating now with a diploma cert </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Regretted deeply !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Instead of planing to earn my first 1 million before 25 .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I had to push all the way back to 30 ..haix </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Even until now , i sort of not very assure of my future </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Can my passion for baking last me long !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">What if my business fail or i dont have the money to start the business ? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">What am i going to do my life ? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">With this diploma which i will get in 2 yrs time ? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Where can i go ? ? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">haix ... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">How i wish someone can help me plan my life out !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">hehe ... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Today had a early dismiss by NJK !! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Now slacking away in Coffee Beans !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Enjoying a nice nice cup of BlackForest Ice Blended !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">And Enjoying the aroma for the different food at the food fair !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">hahax !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">If ever life can be so relaxing and easy !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">It will be so good !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">There only one way to it !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Be Tai Tai lor !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">hahax ! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">That may be dreams of a lot of girl ba !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">That toopid guy come lei !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Going for lunch now !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Catch up soon !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Good Luck for my NTP test later ba !! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-5402750563189819825?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-20794298657598643032008-05-14T13:36:00.003+08:002008-05-14T14:05:10.695+08:00<span style="color:#33ff33;">Reporting on yesterday stuff!! Haha !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Meet dardar for lunch yesterday !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Had a fullfilling lunch at Ichiban sushi !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Vegetarian Frenx ! </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">In Ichinban Sushi ,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">we can eat the vegetables roll , mixed vegetable roll , tamgo and corn sushi !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hahax..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">The choclate mousse nice nice also but they nv provide spoon !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">sad , i cant get to eat my mochi !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">When shop shop !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Saw this cute stuffy at mini toon !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Look so fat and cute !! haha</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Get new hello kitty file also ! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Yeah !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Not a bad day somehow !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">Went back to school after that </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">without realise i left my lappy with him !! </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-2079429865759864303?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-41450838793092022882008-05-12T16:25:00.003+08:002008-05-12T16:43:41.810+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Feeling Super Lousy and Moody today !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">A strong sense of loniess in me !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Feel so unwanted by everyone around me ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">What the point of leaving on this planet, </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">When no1 seem to care or understand me ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I dont want to be a monster to everyone ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Why you all see me , you all will run </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">run so far away from me !! </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Why !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Am I that Scary !! </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I dont want to be a Princess anymore ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I just want to be a ordinary girl who have all her frenx !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I just wan friends ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I can dont wan my stead but </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I just wan my friends back !! </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Had a fight with him ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I really cant stand anymore ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Why cant he be more responsible and sensible !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Why must him be so lazy !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Why ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">What do i really see in him last time ? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">How i free i got someone to talk to now ! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Sadly no!! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">GO FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME !! </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">LET ME BE A LONER !!! </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">SINCE EVERYONE HATE ME !! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I HATE MYSELF HATE MY LIFE !!! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-4145083879309202288?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-77759926805266628542008-05-11T15:09:00.002+08:002008-05-11T15:13:20.090+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Happy Mothers day to all the mother in the world !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Esp to all mummies in my family !!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">and </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">my dearest young mummies , ling and xiao yan !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Slacking at home now ! Totally dont know what to do ! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">So dam boring ! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Cant wait for tonight dinner at Tian Guo !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Perfect vegetarian dinner !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hahax !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Update On dinner tonight !! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-7775992680526662854?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-23558048970301071692008-05-08T23:06:00.004+08:002008-05-11T15:06:17.314+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Finally can sort of rest myself and enjoy for one day !!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Having Stomach flu today !!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Instead of resting at home , I went out to play !!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">After the long long awaiting for the MC,</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">i was super hungry !</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Went Missy Donut grab some bite !</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Their new mini donut nice nice w0r !!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br />The cheese de super nice !!</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Went Macperson to service my external harddisk !!<br /><br /></span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">The place was super woolu and small .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">At first wanted to go meet jianli de , but she already done her stuff !</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br /><br />Continue my journey to</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> Cityhall !!<br /><br /></span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Ate my lunch at wakaru pasta .. In love with that place !</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Super Super nice !</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Went meet ling to pass her, her daughter present !</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br /><br />Went shop shop awhile !</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Suddenly i fell in love muji stuff !!</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br /><br />Life sometimes can be very simple . .</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Miss the times shopping with the gurls !</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br /><br />haix ..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Went down orchard to shop after tat ! ! </span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br /><br />Tired and a Fun day !!</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaaNuii5UI/AAAAAAAAAuw/hibfHAA0DG0/s1600-h/08052008247.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaaNuii5UI/AAAAAAAAAuw/hibfHAA0DG0/s320/08052008247.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199012380467717442" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaaN-ii5VI/AAAAAAAAAu4/E1zWp8CawRM/s1600-h/08052008244.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaaN-ii5VI/AAAAAAAAAu4/E1zWp8CawRM/s320/08052008244.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199012384762684754" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaZjuii5RI/AAAAAAAAAuY/IlcDCog5EKg/s1600-h/08052008250.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaZjuii5RI/AAAAAAAAAuY/IlcDCog5EKg/s320/08052008250.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199011658913211666" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaZkOii5SI/AAAAAAAAAug/o45hK1ncpP4/s1600-h/08052008251.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SCaZkOii5SI/AAAAAAAAAug/o45hK1ncpP4/s320/08052008251.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199011667503146274" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-2355804897030107169?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-68593586033031104952008-05-03T00:30:00.002+08:002008-05-03T00:37:01.015+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Latest News !! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">He enlisting into army on 11 july .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Instead of Tekong , he go Lim Chu kang .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Heard from Andy say is very shiong dere ... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Haixx... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Of all 365 days , must be on the 11 sia ! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">SO .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Everyone please be prepare to be avaliable for this lonely soul after 11 july haha</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-6859358603303110495?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-29239197024249329262008-05-03T00:21:00.002+08:002008-05-03T00:28:04.723+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">What happening to people right now ? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Economy seems to be better compare to last time ( 90s ) ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">People are earning more but getting more and more ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Sianx. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Got complain letter by customer ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Just for $ 0.10 ... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">What the XX .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">$ 0.10 also need to complain ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">People will forget de ma .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">If eu wan that byob $0.10 ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">When you found out , come back to my counter la .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">I give you ! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Must write complain letter de meh .. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Simply dun know what they were thinking</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-2923919702424932926?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-48579885371059763672008-04-29T23:48:00.003+08:002008-04-30T00:12:49.804+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Tuesday again , i really dragging myself to school ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Late for IS today also ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">If this continue , my attendance really dam sux !</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But no choice , class start at 9 ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">When for OOP tutorial today , really dam sickening ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I totally regretted of repeating this module .</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">All the java must be totally hand written , and type later .</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Totally doing it again for 2 times lor.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Super Duple Sianx..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Recently, somehow i really feel we are totally out of the class .</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Those student who does not belong to the class , seem even more with the class..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I also dun know what i toking about ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Forget about it ( No 1 reading also haha )</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Everything we seem not being inform about.. or even involved in it .</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Miss the time , we spent together when we were year 1 ;</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> siting down to have our meal together .. having class outing</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">All this had extinct in the 3 of us ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Or should i said we are the out cast ba ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">But i truthfully enjoy the accompany of nad and pei ling .</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">And thank to them , going school is not that dragfull .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Update of Monday stuff ... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Skipped my last lesson of OOAD upon hearing news from xiaoyan . </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Recived her message saying my godson having a little stroke and in hospital now. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Rushed down t o hospital ... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Then , i understand what she was toking about . </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Big boi boi for this flick thing ( call jin feng ) </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">XY was telling me that big boi boi was sleepling as normal , </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">den suddenly woke up looking restlessly.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">his face turn pale and lip to purple .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">and grinding his teeth </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">No responce when eu call for him ...............</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Scared her until she call 999 instead of 995 .. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Now under observation ..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">May god bless her whole family ... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-4857988537105976367?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-85124228670062302782008-04-27T14:47:00.005+08:002008-04-27T14:59:42.068+08:00here some FF music video that i super like<br />:<br /><br /><object height="355" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/P3QEWVSdtOU&amp;hl=en"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/P3QEWVSdtOU&amp;hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" 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/></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-14028809531999658372008-04-23T13:41:00.004+08:002008-04-23T13:54:44.334+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:100%;" >Woke up late again but mange to went out of house on time..<br /><br />Super dragging to go school ! Saw that kuku andy at bus stop today..<br /><br />Dont know where he gone to .MIA for so long ..think he got new girlfrend le ba .. hahax..<br /><br />159 was so dam packed , cant even have a little bit time to catch a nap .. dots<br />Saw that crazy shalini chasing for bus , super funny.<br />Run for so long , ended up not being able to get up the bus ..<br />Poor thing sia , wondering is she late for work ,<br />going disturb her later in work..haha<br /><br />Nad not in class today , this little girl try to skip lesson again.<br />That pei lin got to do her lab alone .<br />Dam boring now , cant wait for dismiss..<br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">BUT </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I DUN WAN GO WORK !!! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Arghh !!! </span></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-1402880953199965837?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-28252455860139111472008-04-23T01:00:00.003+08:002008-04-23T01:16:26.884+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Today ( Tues ) was not my day in the morning .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Totally cannot make it .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I was already late for school and i was dragging my time at home ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Crazy right ?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">After get all my stuff into my baggie .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I went to do my make up but i forget put on my contact ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">When everything seem to be well ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">My right eye contact drop out and i put back ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Dont what stupid idea come into my mind to put my fake eyelash</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">ended up .. too much glue</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">instead sticking on my eye , it stick to my hand ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">More to come ........................</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">clean everything up ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">my left eye contact drop ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">freaking out already ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">silly idea again .. mascara den</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">accidently have it on my contact len .. shit sia ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Wash my contact and i wear back ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">before i reach my room it drop again ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">As usual , wear back la ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">but i wear the left de on top on my right contact lens ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">I totally nv notice is the left one that drop out .. though was the right one .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Vision was like super blur ( degree of 1800 + together )</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Took out den found out i wear wrong ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Dam freak out ..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">SO ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">BACK TO MY SPEC FOR 1 DAY !!!</span><br /><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SA4cvuvvt2I/AAAAAAAAAuI/9b2agmpHXYg/s1600-h/DSC00152.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SA4cvuvvt2I/AAAAAAAAAuI/9b2agmpHXYg/s320/DSC00152.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5192119026732480354" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SA4cw-vvt3I/AAAAAAAAAuQ/X_Zr2ZznpOE/s1600-h/DSC00162.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_n9w6-f6J9Sw/SA4cw-vvt3I/AAAAAAAAAuQ/X_Zr2ZznpOE/s320/DSC00162.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5192119048207316850" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-2825245586013911147?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-32881773017668085442008-04-23T00:34:00.002+08:002008-04-23T00:58:51.536+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);font-size:100%;" >2 week of school reopen . Things seems to be going well but i still adapting to new class , different timetable etc .. The whole week is totally pack until i cant even have time to breath . Almost all the lesson is until 6 , even with early dismiss , i still have to work . haix . Totally tired out . Lucky, fairprice was not that mean to me , if i still have to work at the front few counter . I will be lying in hospital or even coffin now. I am totally broke now , waiting for my next pay ..<br /><br />Even though , now my class seem to be separated into group , it still feel better having class with them. It feel more familiarizes and comfortable in that . I am trying very hard to make myself like all the module.but some i really dont know what the lecture was talking about. Now trying to get into multimedia in year 3 . Or i simply dont know how to survive from all this .. I was wondering ifg i quit my job, will it help to give me more time to study . Somehow i doubt so . I cant stand being at home not saying about concentrating to study at home .<br /><br />Met Wee ying at toilet yesterday , i feel so funny . Last time we are so close , but now seem to be like stranger to each other. If we never call out for either one , we will never notice each other . hahax . Heard from her, they got primary gathering for a few time lei . I was totally not inform of any . I cant blame anyone also , i had been changing my hp no so many times . But there still way to contact me ma .. got heart to ask me along , no matter what will try to find de la . I also no face go for gathering . Everyone is like graduated from their poly , in their year 3 or already in uni . </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-3288177301766808544?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27992028.post-82174321773524747772008-04-06T01:01:00.012+08:002008-04-23T00:33:51.849+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Reblogging again sia !! haix..<br /><br />Things had not been going well recently..Is really terrible , i really hoppe everythiing will come to a<br />end soon.But this is just the begining of the nightmare i goiing to have soon in the later of the year. This year would be a smooth one for miee ... Even with mentally prepared with all the upcoming stuff , i still got this uncomfort and insecure feeling. I really hope i can go through everything and grow up through all this ..<br /><br />First thing , my result did not come out nice at all . Even though i seem to be better as what i had expected for myself but it also hurt ! I fail one of the module and i had to repeat one of them . This thing struggle through my heart , wondering should i give up the course and go into what i like ..But , i also not very sure whether going into F&amp;B , is it really what i want in my life ? I wanted to follow my heart but my heart was so dam messy. Decided to give myself a few more years to really settle down on what i really want .. I took up the challenge of repeating .. What so scary about repeating after the experience i had in my secondary sch..But coming to think that i had to be in different class from my former classmates .I really a bit dont bear . Even thought our relationship not very good. I will still miss them . Facing a brand new timetable which is totally different from everyone. My timetable was so hettic , not a day of early dismiss. On tuesday , which is there off day , i had school until 6 . Totally alone with some stranger i never meet and talk to ? Will i get along with them ? Tons of ??????? I really hate to be alone , may be i can slim down like that . . ? hahax. I cant eat alone .. I had be so depended on everyone, how ? I wonder how will my life be ? Is time to learn to be independent ..<br /><br />Second thing , my hubby result was not good also . He tried his luck into poly but was rejected . I really dont know whether is he sad or i sad.. hahax. Not being able to go into poly , mean he going into NS soon. Even thought , sometime i kept urgiing him into NS, but in my heart i really dont wish too .2 years lei , somemore he thinking of signing on .I wonder how my life would be without him. I seen melody sort of sendiing junweii off to NS , cher and her stead . I know i will be worst then them , but at least they got each other to depend on ? Is really a total nightmare for me soon .. i can image how it will be . Thinking last time , the just wanting to go for the school camp , i already dying soon . haix. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27992028-8217432177352474777?l=mis-shanniie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shanniiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10256660721449168686noreply@blogger.com0