04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008

05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008

07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008

08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008

Reblogging again sia !! haix..

Things had not been going well recently..Is really terrible , i really hoppe everythiing will come to a
end soon.But this is just the begining of the nightmare i goiing to have soon in the later of the year. This year would be a smooth one for miee ... Even with mentally prepared with all the upcoming stuff , i still got this uncomfort and insecure feeling. I really hope i can go through everything and grow up through all this ..

First thing , my result did not come out nice at all . Even though i seem to be better as what i had expected for myself but it also hurt ! I fail one of the module and i had to repeat one of them . This thing struggle through my heart , wondering should i give up the course and go into what i like ..But , i also not very sure whether going into F&B , is it really what i want in my life ? I wanted to follow my heart but my heart was so dam messy. Decided to give myself a few more years to really settle down on what i really want .. I took up the challenge of repeating .. What so scary about repeating after the experience i had in my secondary sch..But coming to think that i had to be in different class from my former classmates .I really a bit dont bear . Even thought our relationship not very good. I will still miss them . Facing a brand new timetable which is totally different from everyone. My timetable was so hettic , not a day of early dismiss. On tuesday , which is there off day , i had school until 6 . Totally alone with some stranger i never meet and talk to ? Will i get along with them ? Tons of ??????? I really hate to be alone , may be i can slim down like that . . ? hahax. I cant eat alone .. I had be so depended on everyone, how ? I wonder how will my life be ? Is time to learn to be independent ..

Second thing , my hubby result was not good also . He tried his luck into poly but was rejected . I really dont know whether is he sad or i sad.. hahax. Not being able to go into poly , mean he going into NS soon. Even thought , sometime i kept urgiing him into NS, but in my heart i really dont wish too .2 years lei , somemore he thinking of signing on .I wonder how my life would be without him. I seen melody sort of sendiing junweii off to NS , cher and her stead . I know i will be worst then them , but at least they got each other to depend on ? Is really a total nightmare for me soon .. i can image how it will be . Thinking last time , the just wanting to go for the school camp , i already dying soon . haix.

<3 Shanniie
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<3 with moi hubby
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<3 Be with my hubby forever
<3 Travel Around the world
<3 Open my own cafe
<3 having a pink room
<3 lots and lots of money
<3 slim back down to 60
<3 be more confident
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